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I’ll make whirlpools, and watch him sparkle.

Posted by: lubnaaa | February 15, 2009 |

Bookstores can be downright depressing sometimes. So many materials to read, so very little time.

I’ve got to come up with some sort of filtering process quick, and be a little bit more realistic about my goals, which means firmly telling that voice in my head that NO, you will not have the time to read the whole bookstore, now clam up if you please and choose your materials carefully.

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I’ve been watching teeny bopper movies with my sister - it’s been keeping the spirits perky (at the expense of turning my brain into mush). As expected, the storylines are painfully like-oh-my-gawd predictable, but I’ve got to hand it to the people in charge of choosing the music, they’ve got some catchy stuff I’ll be sure to share later.

Alhamdulillah for small blessings, like heavy rain at 2:33am drumming symphonies on one side of the window pane while Kate Walsh makes glorious music on the other, like being snuggled up under covers as it pours outside, like real/text message/virtual hugs, like stolen heart-to-heart talks in between packed schedules, like getting all artsy fartsy making crafty things with scissors and glue, like Japanese postcards from kindred spirits, like messages from London sweet enough to make a girl blush, like many other things that all add up to little bottles of happiness I forget I collect.

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Book review coming up:

I’ve had love affairs with a great deal of number of books before, each moving me in its own little way. Although I can’t say for sure that I’d read Ishiguro’s The Remains of The Day for a second time, I can say that the first time affected me enough to come here to the screen and tap away in my earnestness to share with you the subtle wonders of this story. (Thankyou K, for the recommendation.) As an Amazon reader wrote, it is essentially a tale of how to lose your life and keep on living, and reading this, you’ll find your heart breaking, little by little. It isn’t beautiful because it’s sad; it’s just sad, even without meaning to be.

Essentially, the story revolves around an aging butler who takes a few days off from work to go on a motoring trip across the English countryside. The year is 1956, it’s set in post-war Britain and as the butler goes on his journey, he begins to evaluate his past that brought him to his present state of being. I know it sounds as dull as ditchwater, but if you like a touch of psychoanalysis, hidden subtleties, quaint language and self-reflections, pick up this work of literature.

A word of advice - don’t be deterred if it seems slow and boring, because the plot needs to unravel at its own pace for you to get the whole picture. It’s like painting a portrait with intricate details; it takes a while to finish, but once done, it’s worth the while and you’ll appreciate it more.

What makes the protagonist so different from the rest of my books is the restraint he practices on expression.

There was one emotive line that he inwardly utters that was so very poignant that even after I finished the book, I kept returning to that one line, reading it over and over.

Should you read it, tell me what you think it is.

I borrowed the above book from the library, so it was one of those old, dog-eared copies.

The previous reader before me had underlined this one sentence which really resonated loud with me.

This is why I prefer old books, and all the small jots people make in them.

It makes me feel like there’s this whole connection of readers out there, communicating through books as they pass it along.

Which is why once I find a book I am willing to part with for the activity of bookcrossing, I’ll do it.

For now though…tak sanggup.

Enough said here.

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I’ve been watching teeny bopper movies with my sister - it’s been keeping the spirits perky (at the expense of turning my brain into mush). As expected, the storylines are painfully like-oh-my-gawd predictable, but I’ve got to hand it to the people in charge of choosing the music, they’ve got some catchy stuff I’ll be sure to share later.

I watched Angus, Thongsandwhatzzatitle and I feel the same way. Sigh.

yessss angus! wasn’t that the ultimate brain cell murderer? but the music was awesome! and at least georgia wasn’t a complete airhead - just maybe a little too wrapped in boys for my liking.
‘wild child’ is worse, i wanted to kill emma roberts throughout the whole movie.

pst. j. confession? i had my fair share of giggles, watching them. it’s nice feeling like a teen again, fretting over petty things. ;)

Haha I wanted to ask whether it was Angus that you watched, but I wanted to save myself from humiliation (sbb mana la tau, that you’ll go totally against it :P) but yeah, angus is niceeeee. I laughed throughout. And my roommate watched it six times in the span of three days. And I agree about the music.

Sangat tak suka. The effect is like, masa you tengok you suka. Tapi bila dah habis tengok you feel sorry for yourself sebab tak jumpa orang macam tu.

Ohh I liked wildchild. I watched it with my sister masa kat Japan.. Secretly, I like mean girls (in movies, and the movie Mean Girls too, actually), maybe because I’m not mean enough to be like them, lol.

I can’t say which was the line that resonated so strongly with you, but I found the most mentally and emotionally mind-sticking line in the book to be -

‘Indeed - why should I not admit it? - at that moment my heart was breaking.’

I’m glad you enjoyed it. =)

Humiliation? J, it’s teeny bopper. Isn’t that humiliation enough? Lol! But I make no apologies, and you needn’t either. :P
Betul! Which is why we watch them in the first place, kan? Sbb they only exist in movies.

And about mean girls, I know what you mean. I like watching the confidence, with the pointy finger sticking up in the air, and the head tossing, it’s hilarious! I get to do that with my sister when we’re feeling silly, the whole ‘move over biatch, who owns this place?’ Oh, and now my sister says ‘who are we?’ when we take pictures of ourselves. Lawak gilerrr

K,
You have it spot on.
That was the emotive line. I couldn’t believe it, reading it, in print, black and white. Since Mr Stevens leaves me guessing most of the time.
Oh, the resonating line was the one I texted you right after I finished the book. The one Miss Kenton says. The reader before me underlined it several times - I think he/she must have felt her frustration too. :)

Oh J we’re all guilty of this one! I enjoyed Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging immensely myself :)

Largely though, due to the fact that I actually was lucky enough to have spent a week there in Eastbourne, some 2 yrs ago. That place is subhanAllah sooo very beautiful. I remember texting Amahl saying something cheesy like ‘lets live here I wanna raise my kids in this place someday’ or something along those lines ha ha lame.

True, there are quite a lot of old people there (”God’s waiting room” - Georgia) but subsequently the residents of this town mostly live their lives unhurried, unfazed by the pace of normal busy city-folk. Calmly and peacefully taking each day at a time.

We were staying at my roommate’s aunts place (herself, quite an inspiration - Auntie Nora. Breast cancer survivor, her head still shiny from chemo), and visiting the local supermarket with this tudung-clad woman and her 2 yr old toddler, everyone seemed to know her personally, like family. They would engage in chitchat over the checkout counter, ask sincerely how she was coping, and introduce themselves to the rest of us. I have never felt so welcome.

I also remember eating gelato at this quaint little italian place (Auntie Nora’s husband knew the owners) by the beachside. The pier, with it’s boardwalk, and the ethereal lights that strung alongside the length of it. Seeing the occasional couple walking together completely lost in each others company. Watching, as they looked out to the sea like it held all the answers, so full of promise.

I realize I’m going off on a tangent here, but is it too much to want to live there, permanently…? Pleasepleaseplease?

And yes, Aaron Johnson is scrumptious too. I actually squealed watching that scence in the swimming pool when he flipped his hair to the side. Out loud. I’m gushing aren’t I. Big sigh.

The music is great as well (for a teeny bopper movie. I was expecting HSM type sing-alongs. They had that playing on a flight once). Tim’s House was the soundtrack of my winter, ever since you introduced Kate Walsh’s Your Song to me. So listening to that in the movie really touched a soft spot. Made me smile it did. My favorite is Ultraviolet, such a fun one ;)

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Kazuo Ishiguro’s Never Let Me Go is the only work of his that I’ve read so far (have you? if not yet, then this is going to be a spoiler sorry!), but I didn’t like it much. Maybe because the idea of how people could be made to serve no other purpose for their creation besides to have bits and pieces of them taken out struck me as quite horrifying. Not being able to know Love and Sex and Babies and other meaningful concepts that define Life itself was harsh.

They had their organs harvested with complete disregard to the emotions and experiences that make up a person as a whole. And their bodies, merely temporary discard-after-use containers. All rather disenchanting.

But what does that say about me huh? Always desperate for a happy ending tsktsk.

Anyways, I’ve been a member of bookcrossing for a year plus now, released one measly book (The Memory Keeper’s Daughter by Kim Edwards, sadly still out in the wild) and have totally forgotten about it until reading your post.

Do look me up if you join Lubna…

I didn’t mean to post such a lengthy comment, as always I tend to get carried away!

*stares at Maddie

You. Went. To…Eastbourne?

*slowly turns into a light shade of green.

I love the place. I LOVE THE PLACE! Not that I’ve ever been there of course, but it was (as you pointed out) the pier, the boardwalk, the ethereal lights hanging from the movie scenes that made me swoon. That was exactly what made me swoon.

And “the residents of this town mostly live their lives unhurried, unfazed by the pace of normal busy city-folk. Calmly and peacefully taking each day at a time.” is definitely part of the charm. The fast-paced life isn’t for me, and I think I’d rather salvage every moment living, instead of being a robot set on turbo auto-pilot.

Hehe, you brought up Aaron Johnson! I thought it was the cutest thing when Libby was licking his hand, and he smiled at her with this confused expression. Aww, wasn’t he a cutie? And so very much younger than us. Sigh. He’s practically a minor. :P
As for the music, I speed to Ultraviolet! I have a funny story about that song actually, usually I sing along to songs by ear before actually checking out what the lyrics are. So you know the part where they sing “burns when I step beside it”? Before I googled it, I was singing (at the top of my lungs mind you) “birds will step aside”. LOL! I knew it didn’t make sense, but does it matter? :D
My fav song from the movie would have to be…Toothpaste Kisses by The Maccabees. And I’m glad you love Kate Walsh, Tim’s House is incredible. :)

I’ve only read one of Ishiguro’s book, but I read your spoiler anyway because the plots of his other books didn’t sound so appealing (it’s kind of hypocritical to tell people not to judge The Remains of the Day as boring just because the plot sounds dull, and at the same time not read his other books because of the very thing I tell others not to do!), but from your review…I think I’ll definitely pass. Is it wrong to want a happy ending? Life is hard enough as it is, we need all the happy endings we can get. ;)
As for bookcrossing…I…can’t. I love my books too much, they’re my babies! But I guess I’m going to have to let them go once the time comes (ie when my dad starts making a racket about how I’ve got to clear all of them out).

Maddie, there’s no need to apologise for lengthy comments, because 1. I happen to like reading them, and 2. I’m a fellow lengthy commentator myself. ;)

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