I am not the uninformed Malaysian.
I am well aware of the fact that the Angkasawan Programme was only made possible because of a Malaysian-Russian Federation agreement with the purchase of 18 of Russia’s Sukhoi fighter jets.
Neither am I the misguided idealist, blissfully ignorant and under the impression that Malaysia has taken a giant step forward in the development of space science and technology when the rocket and space technology used for the launch all belong to the Russians.
And may teh tarik be spilled before I forget the last point so derisively pointed out by couch critics of the programme: that NASA does not recognise Dr. Sheikh as an astronaut/cosmonaut/taikonaut, but a spaceflight participant. Why not call him a tourist and get it over with, they hoot.
But where were you at 9.23pm Malaysian time last night?

Because I was watching history in the making with my family.
Pride, overwhelming pride was all that I felt when Soyouz TMA-11 finally blasted off from Baikonur Cosmodrome, Kazakhstan.
We will always have skeptics, cynics and pragmatists amongst us, but though at one time they managed to sway my opinion their way by having me convinced this was a waste of money and time, their voices were drowned out last night.
I decided to take away all the hype and politics surrounding the programme and look at the bigger picture, and gradually I began to like what I saw. I dismissed ridiculing commentary, and jibes about Malaysian food in space, and focused on the science (my former science schoolteachers will be struck dumb with shock if they hear that). Patriotism may also have been a major factor that led to my eventual support, but that is no secret. I love my country. Warts and all.
That’s why I was struck by a sad realisation during the countdown last night when it dawned on me that there were not many people I could text to share that moment in history. True, I was running very low on credit and so had to shortlist some names, but even then, it was too easy. Scrolling through my phonebook, I didn’t see many that talk much about this homeland of ours, except when they’re complaining. Patriotism has not been that apparent. There weren’t many whom I could pinpoint confidently and know that he/she would care.
Or maybe that’s just me being presumptuous.
Whatever the case may be, I’m glad for those whom I did shortlist. As suspected, they responded (except one) and I particularly enjoyed 2 of the replies the most. It was a teary experience for ‘them’ (names are withheld to protect the cool reputation of both girls who are not known to be capable of crying) as it was for me, and an experience we will remember for the rest of our lives. “I guess we really are a patriotic bunch of people,” one of them wrote, while the other wished she had a Jalur Gemilang on her, as her ‘eyes were in need of kain’. ![]()
It’s nice to know that underneath it all, there are those who will shed their cynical exteriors and choose to believe in a time when having faith in a cause is becoming scarce every day. Pretty soon, we might not believe in anything at all by default, and how scary is that?
I am so very proud of both Angkasawans.
Godspeed, Dr. Sheikh. You have our faith in you.
As Abah simply put it, “kita du’akan dia.”
Before I take leave, perhaps a few selected lines from one of my favourite writers might persuade the critics to reconsider. Where else would these lines be from, other than from Zainul Arifin’s column:
“A nation will be terribly boring and unambitious if it were to be just
run by pragmatists and naysayers. There must be the dreamers and
visionaries, too, but they should not extend beyond the ostentatious
and self-indulgence.”
“Civilisation is often defined by the dreamers, while those who do not,
only gripe about what they have become. What is the point of
ridiculing, sniping and the outpouring negativism if not to
collectively bring each of us down and kill any dreams among us?”
“Space has been a confounding beyond, never to be tamed, but the
playground of super powers. Now we have an opportunity to be in the
sand pit, and we should grab the opportunity and make the best of it.”
Insya Allah, one day in the future, Malaysian space technology will take flight. Who knows?
As for now, I rejoice. History is history, whichever way you want to see it.
Enough said here.
