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hush now you’re insane

Posted by: lubnaaa | September 22, 2006 |

Currently listening to: Liverpool v Newcastle game commentaries.

The one game I couldn’t watch turned out to be the one game I should have watched.

I wonder if the new SRC board will consider my suggestion to allow us sisters the freedom to watch footie matches on the sole mahallat TV we have in the wee morning hours. The brothers have that privilege, why can’t we?

The varsity elections have come and gone, and I’ve exercised my right as a voter. I’m going to be tight-lipped on voicing my views in this area, but I’ve resolved that student politics can get downright dirty. The rhetoric that should be embedded in all the candidates and their campaigners’ mind should be one: what cause are we fighting for?

I did my first and most likely the last MC stint at the SRC Annual General Meeting 2006 yesterday evening, as a favour to Radziq. He requested, I saw a challenge, and accepted, only to lose my cool a few hours before the ceremony. Support from girlfriends (who should know very well who they are), encouragement from certain brothers and lapses of fatigue saved me from making a mess of a job, Alhamdulillah. Fatigue, how? It kept me from caring about the blank-faced audience staring back at me.

Colourful Q&A sessions, I must say.

I believe they call it the principle of accountability.

What a meeting that was.

Insya Allah, I should like to see the new elected reps of SRC to really make our votes for them count, assuming we voted for some of them who won.

As for me, I’ll continue with the things that have been built up over the year.

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I had a dream the other night.

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                                 Dear Heart. I met someone. Prepare to shatter.

I like loneliness. I’m used to it. Its liberating. So why am I suddenly worried that this postcard is going to be very relevant 20, 30 years from now?

Maybe I can find other lonely people out there, and we can be lonely together.

The more I think, the more I’ll forget. So I’m going to think a whole lot more.

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A more lucid entry coming soon.

Enough said here.

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loneliness is in its very core definition: LIBERATION. Especially when quoted by a lady like yourself.

If i’ve only I knew that earlier, I wouldn’t have whine myself to sleep. Another whiny comment. It’s a turn off for ladies. Maybe because by doing it, I’m taking over one of their roles.

haha

You know…

I used to think I was a weirdo for liking being alone, and I know a lot of other people thought I was a freak for being ‘unsocial’. There were even times when I was downright unsociable and I placed signs on my desk in my classes saying:

‘WARNING: DO NOT TALK TO ME TODAY.’

Being alone (but not lonely) isn’t a bad thing. What’s bad about being free from a lot of crap you get from being around other people?

Being alone lets you have that time all to yourself. And time to ourselves is what I think everyone needs to sort themselves out.

Ok. Not making any sense any more.

Nevermind.

we need loneliness some time around so we can be ourselves.its hard to be yourself to people nowdays,when we’re lonely we can reflect all the things we really wanted.

You know how much I used to dwell in my loneliness…
And you know how much loneliness could kill me now.
Just don’t rely on being lonely and independent too much.
Nor should you rely on being a socialite too much either.
Seek solace in what you love, and have a change of air once awhile.
Enough said.

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