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Putting existence on hold.

Posted by: lubnaaa | June 25, 2006 |

Currently Playing: Cary Brothers-Forget About You.

Cary, if I keep your Blue Eyes secret, will you whisk me off into your wonderful wonderful world so that I don’t have to deal with this right now? Yes, I’ll manage with all the crap that there is, as long as its yours. I’ll share it with you even, and maybe, just maybe, I’ll tell you mine so that you’ll sing to me and make it all go away. I hate being in this spot yet again. They always do this to me.

If I had known, I wouldn’t have gone. I swear it.

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Do you know what the most profound difference is between Superman and all the other superheroes?

Profound being the key word, I don’t wish to point out the astonishing (and unenviable) courage of wearing a bright red underwear on the outside over a tight blue spandex. Now that, I just can’t comprehend. But then, yellow doesn’t really come to mind when you think of Wolverine, so I suppose we’re not supposed to understand anyway.

The answer lies in the disguise.

With all the superheroes, the disguise comes on when they put on their mask, cape, costume and all. For Peter Parker, Spiderman is what conceals his true identity. For Bruce Wayne, its Batman.

There’s the Superhero, and then there’s the alter-ego.

What of Superman?

For him, Clark Kent is the disguise. The shy, clumsy, befuddled, bespectacled man in the business suit is the man in the masquerade.

I have nothing against Superman, but most times I find Clark Kent so much more endearing to me.

So what happens when we like the disguise more than the real person?

What happens when people like our disguise more than our real self?

Sure, we go on and on about just being ourselves and that those who are for real are those who love us for who we are.

But what happens when we ourselves can’t handle who we really are?

Where have I heard this before?

Aw man, I sense the term "identity crisis" looming ahead.

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I remember that amongst the many things I missed when I was away, was the sound of the adhan. At the moment, Isya’ has just begun.

Yeah, so I know it was only 2 weeks, but strangely I didn’t feel as connected to England as I thought I would be. That though, I will save for a conversation with whoever’s up for coffee. Your treat.

Enough said here.

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hey Lubbie..do enlighten me with some of ur experience over there..hope u had a great one!

Coffee’s on me. Nope, not a plan.

Nik: Will do once I meet you. =)

Aufa: Definitely not. ;p

Why aren’t you sharing it here? The UK trip, that is. ‘If I had known, I wouldn’t have gone’. Personal, much? But then coffee at Nescafe always sounds good. Make it clear it’s the UIA outlet, mind, if y’knw wht I mean ; P

Faz: Sebab saya nak kopi free. ;)

Right, and I really was born yesterday = | No prob, everyone loves a free coffee. Let Aufa treat us all, hah = S

haha, poor aufa! she has to belanja si lubna kopi on behalf of all of us! xpe la, we can split the cost, that would be like 20 sen sorg?
:-p affordable what to listen to lubna’s story!
lub, i’m sure it must be a looong story and kalo u cerita in ur blog ni, it would take ages and rasa mcm x best. if it was me, i’d prob rangka what to put in kalo x, terlupa

hahha..i think if all o us nak split e cost to listen to Lub’s story, it would b 0.0001 cent each. that’s how many ppl interested to know abt her UK trip. :)

waha, cant believe nobody knows what ur talking about..

yet.

heh..i’m keeping it cool tak tanye u byk2 lubna..i tunggu je u citer nnt when we meet up. god, i hope we tak la dok jejauh sgt yeh when dpt new rooms..

p/s: i taula u byk email nak baca n balas!! :D

welcome back woman! so did u managed to ask the pakcik2 kat same whether or not they england will win this year’s world cup? =)

hmm..i bet u did great there (with no silly bimbotic questions asked).

abt your england expeditions.. hmmm.. i only have 2 words for u.

Do

spill.

Lutfi: Be quiet, you sound like Zuhairy when he last commented.

Girls: I’ll lay the details out Insya Allah. I just hope I don’t bore you. And Najia, abt the rangka, I dah siapkan notecards and slides, beb. Kiranya prepared la tuh. ;)

great minds think alike.

ah lutfi!!haha..that sounded sooo sexist! ;p

i love wolverine. i love clerl kent, not superman. i love tom welling!

identity crisis will always happen throughout our age. understand enuff this life and people around us, will lead us to somewhere, will mould to somebody and will show us our way..

people and its surrounding are good teachers overcome identity crisis.

i have multipersonality too what. i think everybody does.. like for example, i don’t behave the way i do to my friends and my parents. mestila lain kan? ngan parents kiter polite, ngan friends kiter gempaks sket…haha~

anyway, about athan, u can download to uu laptop and can set everytime u go overseas. hehe~ ada Quran recital lagi..

cheers!

hek eleh, lutfi.

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on second thought, HI FIVE! haha

wahh.. chatroom..

do you know that superman’s bulges had to be cgi-ed to avoid superman from being appealing to gay ppl. And since brandon routh is *too* well endowed and he has issues when putting on the suit, they had to hire an old, ugly make up artist for him and whenever he starts having symptoms of his *issue* the granny will moon him with *metaphorically writing* her ferrets.

see.. superman cannot be super in every aspect…

did i just made ur blog 18sx..? O_o

lol afiq, i read that as well in cleo. they had to minimise his ‘package’ kan.

kid: Oh. That’s a different sort of identity crisis. What if you yourself aren’t sure of who you are really, to the extent that you don’t even know how to behave around yourself?

Pretty freaky, kan?

About the adhan, yeah, I know. I have it downloaded in my computer but I didn’t bring a laptop over there. Bet you have yours on with it. ;)
Afq: I didn’t know that…but I doubt I’d be thinking about it when I watch it later on anyway so that’s ok. Nah, that isn’t Superman, that’s Brandon Routh.

And I suspect the people who drop by here are all above 18 so I suppose even if you have, semua orang pass punya. As long as they have an open mind! ;p

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