Have you ever faced a period where you feel as though everything’s moving so quickly? As though Life is racing way ahead of you, just when you thought you were both standing at the Start line, warming up for an easy jog together, side by side…and suddenly, without warning, the gun’s gone off and after all the confusion and smoke has cleared, you see your Life already far out into the distance, a mere dot on the horizon and you yourself just standing, gawking, before having enough sense to run after it.
I’m trying to catch up with Life.
Days seem so weird at present time. I come across new and different events every single day, events that usually in my case never occur, never happen.
It’s strange.
Right now, I’m trying to catch up with Life. I’m almost there, but not quite, and the worst thing is, I need a breather. A take-five. A time out.
Why?
Because while I’m running, I’m still trying to make sense of it all. Life has taken one too many bizarre turns. Perhaps its because I have long grown accustomed to the usual, monotonous hums of daily incidents. Its because I’m used to the fact that nothing happens.
The question on my mind nowadays is which kind of life do I prefer? The life that I once led? Non-existent, quiet, completely off-radar? Or this life, where I have actually associated myself with the word ’socialise’? Currently, I’m still trying to get a hang of it…but Fear is there, and at times, I do yearn for the past where although I was invisible, I at least had felt safe. Sigh. Don’t you just hate Murphy’s Law?
Enough said here.
